Thursday, October 26, 2006
I really feel down this past few days.. Stressed, bored, homesick, depressed? Hay, I don't wanna be like this anymore pero I'm going back to my old self again (I can't help it), my mind is so tired of thinking a lot (mga wala naman kwenta), I guess this is more of a homesick..
Sa araw na ito mga couple of times na kong umiyak because of too much sadness. First, my sister who's working in Ireland went back home to visit my family, I should be there too, but I can't :( You know what I'm doing now? I try to talk to my family on the phone as much as I can it makes me feel like I'm there too. How I wish malapit lang ang lugar ko sa kanila, para mawala tong sadness ko. So tired of thinking too kung matutuloy ako sa pag-uwi ko next year sa amin, I have too much concern regarding this, isa pa din siguro ito kung bakit ako ganito.. I am really hoping matuloy, I miss my family sooo much :( Tapos I felt bad pa on my BF, ewan ko ba madalas nasama loob ko sa kanya, may nagbago kasi eh pero he's telling me wala daw, di nya siguro nakikita. I'm glad I have my friends that I can talk to whenever I'm like this kundi baka maloka ako and ofcourse si God na di nagsasawa sa akin.
I know prayer is the best answer for all of these, need one from you :) Thanks!
at 9:41 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Yeah right, that's me and my fave pillow... Since I came here in Canada dala-dala ko na sya, sa eroplano pa lang yakap ko na, actually every night kasama ko si pillow ko sa pagtulog hugging it tight, sabi nga ng mga niece ko BF ko daw hehe.. Sana nga naging BF ko na talaga eh, waaah! But you know what's funny? Bigay ng ex-bf ko the pillow, secret natin yan huh, hahahaha... Pero to be honest gusto ko si pillow not because it reminds me of my ex pero dahil napapasarap tulog ko nito and may magandang kwento kasi din yan eh...
When I was in the airport in Vancouver, waiting for my flight going to Toronto someone paged me and told me to go to customer service, kinabahan ako bigla "oh my gosh what the heck they're calling my name?"..so labas ulit ako sa waiting area and looked for the customer service desk to find out na its because of the pillow kaya pala ako pinaged, whew, kala ko ano na! Yun pala naiwan ko sa washroom si pillow, nakuha ng taga-linis then dinala sa customer service, good thing is may naiwan akong Embarkation Card na ginawa kong scratch kaya may name ako dun, buti na lang! Talagang para sa akin talaga si pillow kaya mahal na mahal ko yan! :)
at 12:11 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Whew! Finally natapos ko ulit tong book after "The Undomestic Goddess", as usual 2:30am na naman ako natapos at eto puyat ang Misyel pero worth it naman kasi the best yung story...
Can You Keep a Secret by Sophie Kinsella is another good one to read...funny and romantic, actually nabitin pa nga ako sana hinabaan pa ng husto, hehe.. The main character has a lot of secrets until she spills it to a stranger guy, then dun na nagsimula yung story. I really had fun reading this chick lit, may times na natawa ako and naiyak pa, corny ko! hehehe... I wanna read again and again na, kaka-adik talaga!
One of my fave qoute in this book:
...if you can't be honest with your friends and colleagues and loved ones, then what is life all about?
at 3:15 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
How important is it for you to go to church?
I'm so happy and blessed last weekend, I went to church and received strength and power from God. It was our convention, nakita ko yung isa sa mga Pastor na nabisita sa church noon sa Pinas... Hay, ang sarap ng feeling na makita mo at makausap ulit yung mga servants of God na di mo nakita ng matagal na panahon, what if si God na kaya yung makita natin? Sobra siguro sa ligaya..our problems, worries and sorrow will be gone.
24And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works:
25Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.
at 3:29 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Three weeks ago my cousin Leah lend me a book to read "The Undomestic Goddess", she said it is a good one. At first I'm kinda hesitant just to open it because reading books, I think, is not my cup of tea. But know what? I finished reading it the other the day atlast! hehe... I slept around 2:30 am 'coz kapag sinimulan mo na pala di mo na matigilan, para palang drugs nakaka-adik :D My eyes got tired kasi talagang pinilit kong tapusin, my cousin's right (not left :D ), I found the book funny and sweet, you'll even get a lesson on the story.
Wanna share to you one of my favorite quote on the book:
"Sometimes you don't need a goal in life, you don't need to know the big picture. You just need to know what you're going to do next."
at 3:32 PM